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Chinese O's results were released yesterday. I had a lot to rant and say, to be damn honest. Cried like crap at school not because I got a B3, but because I felt guilty for being a complete bitch to Wilson, and because my brother misunderstood my intentions... But alright.

And I'm mega sorry to the countless people I blew my top at. I just felt so fucking inferior and everything. Pissed and disappointed in myself. Well, things like that.

It sure didn't help when I came back home in the evening tearing for a bit and holding everything in, then getting lectured and shouted at by both my parents. Cried for hours and hours and woke up looking and feeling like a zombie today...

But still, thanks and sorry. To everyone. For everything.
I'm giving up. Have things your way. I mean, if that's what makes you happy I'm fine with it.

And I know who's true.
Keeping this short cos I'm blogging from my phone. ._.