Can someone tell me how I should be feeling right now? Because I don't think I know anymore. All I get everyday are mixed feelings and I have no idea what to do, either. Each time I think I'm losing the faith and strength to hold on, I find a new reason to do so.....
So many uncertainties. I always think I can do it, but I probably can't. Just when I set my mind to something, another comes along and starts tugging at my heartstrings, making me lose my focus.
I'm so tired of being lost in this tunnel. I see the light and I'm making my way to it, but for some reason, the other end of the tunnel only seems to be getting further and further away with every step that I take towards it. Am I heading blindly in the wrong direction?
Dear December, I need an answer.
I don't think I told y' all about my new favorite ice cream. ;)
Happy holidays! :) Sad for me I'm a tad bit ill right now, just praying that it won't get any worse. Sigh. :/ Motivation camp has just ended, and I hope I'm not the only one who has JUST realized that almost half of March is already over. Two months wasted, will March go to waste as well? I hope not.
Motivational camp was emotional camp as well. It was a tad bit boring every now and then, but I must say Andrea made me cry like hell... Went through the back pages of the booklet that was given to us, and I now have a target in mind. Learnt so much during camp, and realized how insignificant first-world problems are compared to that of third-world countries, so-called... So yup, we gotta start appreciating everyone and everything around us.
Stop taking things for granted.
Camp aside, I seem to already have a plan for the next ten years of my life. The best part of this? Jon and I have considered the future, and it seems that we're both expecting each other to still be together in future. :) I like the security that this discussion has provided me with.. ^^
And I see how my blog is slowly dying away. Oh well, goodbye. Soon it'll be dead & gone.
